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Self​-​Made Man

by Nick Gerlock

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Jason Harrer This is the first single from one of the two awesome songwriters in Super Cassette. Nick Gerlock chooses chord progressions that aren't traditional, yet somehow still very indie pop/rock. Nick is very introspective with his songwriting, and listening to his music gives you a ticket into his soul... Until you discover you're looking into your own soul as well...
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I take my route in the morning While the city's still sleeping Every person is a promise That the world isn't keeping There's the smell of the laundry From a home that taunts me I leave them a package First light of the sabbath The day's a beast that eats your flesh The night a yawning emptiness Sweet dreams leave me Can't sleep, speeding heart keeps beating All these seasons passed as I stood fast A statue cast And on the plaque "A Self-Made Man" Got a book from a website Gonna tell me how to make it I found a new father On the cover of its pages I thought it was the current Keeping me down But it was only myself Who was letting me drown The day can maybe yet be tamed The night is where the spirit reigns Sweet dreams leave me Can't sleep, speeding heart keeps beating All these seasons passed as I stood fast A statue cast And on the plaque "A Self-Made Man" I gave a year to dogma written in your hand But father, chaos can't be tamed by your command Even you were caught in its embrace You're no sage Sweet dreams leave me Can't sleep, speeding heart keeps beating All these seasons passed as I stood fast A statue cast And on the plaque "A Self-Made Man" Morning, ugly mirror Holding breath so firmly White light, pearly Father left his brand And here I stand What better than A Self-Made Man The day illuminates the rot The night will let you be forgot
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I'm sick of this story A narrative without taste A main character leaves your life With no one to take his place And how heavy the burden Adapting it to the stage When there's nothing of interest On any tedious page It fills my heart with rage Can't let my mind to drift And lend its thoughts to scenes that torture me At last I fall asleep And feel your hand on mine That goddamn dream Have your shirt in my closet A totem I can't discard Its smell carries a trace of you which I can't assent to mar And when I wake in the morning And remember who I am I send a curse to the author That he made me to be this man That his work ever began Can't let my mind to drift And lend its thoughts to scenes that torture me At last I fall asleep And feel your hand on mine That goddamn dream Sunlight Shining Your voice still calls me Swords dull themselves with time The ghosts that wield them cease to strike Their hands find use in mine Can't let my mind to drift And lend its thoughts to scenes that torture me At last I fall asleep And feel your hand on mine That goddamn dream Can't let my mind to drift And lend its thoughts to scenes that torture me At last I fall asleep And feel your hand on mine That goddamn dream

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This is a single featuring 2 songs: Self-Made Man and That Goddamn Dream.

For this release, I have decided to donate every cent of the sales to the Texas Equal Action Fund to support abortion rights in Texas. So basically, you have to buy it!

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released July 5, 2022

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Nick Gerlock Berkeley, California

Nick Gerlock is a musician who has spent years improvising and only just started writing things down. He likes harmony and songwriting.

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